I did it. I quit!
I have agonized over this decision for months. And, I've always known the right answer--I was just too scared to step out in faith. Why, when the Lord shows himself faithful again and again and again, do I still let worry and doubt consume me? Why am I so disillusioned to think that I am in charge and not God? Ha!
After months of hemming, hawing, crying, fretting, analyzing, and trying to manipulate and control the situation, finally, I said, "Enough!" And I turned it over to the Lord.
I used to think that quitting my job to stay home with Mason would be one of the scariest things I'd ever do. It turns out that it wasn't. I've felt nothing but intense relief since finalizing this decision. Praise God for wiping away my worry and doubt, and for granting Brad and me peace.
Thanks to so many of you who have encouraged me and prayed for me regarding this situation. I have lots more to share with you soon. Stay tuned!